| Thursday, April 20, 2006


Life have been very sucky this past few days
suddenly i agree with azri about the LIS thing
and cutting myself is not such a bad idea

I hate everything
hate going home

sometime i wish i was never born T.T

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Competition | Sunday, April 16, 2006


Woke up at 6 am just in time to see my sister hogging on the toilet.
Went back to sleep
Then suddenly heard my maid membebel
woke up and realised it was already 7am
rush like hell.
But reached Bukit Gombak Stadium just in time ok
maybe even earlier.
Supported Mim at her shot-put event.

Picture of mim before the event.
Damn she look extremely nervous
i tot she was gonna cry sey!














She missed the qualifying point by 3 cm.
what the hell
wasted sey
After that, Miss loh went church
Me and mim went to jurong to eat.
well we ended up eating breakfast meal at mc
coz still early.
Went to Library soon after.
Look for some books
slept after that,
mim woke me up coz she claimed she spot haba-haba
which to me was just average.

Returned to the stadium,
saw anne , jane and the etc there
they oso got event competition.

Slowly, one by one came, first was shafiq
seriously i didn't recoqnize him
he looked totally different
i dunno why.
followed by diana and etc.

The race started,
Siew chen's was the first heats
She, Dianan and Azri didn't concentrate sia
while running can smile to the camera sey






































Obviously rauf is gonna kill them!

Then after that went somerset
was really hilarious
i was seating with laila
then she was like telling me about the pain she suffered at her backbone
so i told mine
i was telling her how i always suffered chest pain
then i wanted to tell her i felt like someone squeezed my heart but instead i told her someone squeezed my chest
get it??
naver mind.
But it was funny then,
sampai the person near us pun ketawa.

reached somerset
wanted to go pantagon
but it was raining
and we didn't actualy know the way
asked that somebody
untill now never reply
sheeesh :c

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National Track n Feild | Saturday, April 15, 2006


Just came back form bukit gombak
was really fun,
actually
quite fun
Nasir was really good
he got position 6
he could have made it further
but too bad....






- here shamim and Nasir walking each other and having a private conversation..
pheeeewit...


it was great fun.
Khalid didn't come and firman arrived just on time.
Miss loh and i was like wondering how the hell did he know he should arrived in his jersey and spike shoes.
Firman really did make a fool of himself.
he got second last
i guess it's a good thing for someone who did not practise at all running hurdle.

Then when it came to shamim's turn,
it rained
bloody hell
so postponed to tmr at 9.00am
so must wake up early to support her...

After that went cwp
at the mrt saw this one guy
shamim was like haba-haba
yeah he's kinda cute
i smiled at him
he smiled back then gg down the escalator
i went beside him and stupid mim go and pull my back
jealous per!
hahaha....
not interested lah
he work at cavana!
err...
hahahah....

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Bucky | Friday, April 14, 2006


Eh not fair sia Bucky got voted off
i think he doesn't deserve it
he is soooo...good
ok ah!
i dont actually know that
i missed his performance

But he did perform well on the other days,
i think the Paris should be voted off
she sucks
i hate her face
i can't stand another negro winning the title
i'll kill myself i tell you i will

look what happen to the other two black american who won the title
`Ruben: He was in jail for drug possesion, and i don't even know wht happen to him now!
asshole! how dare he took the title away from my beloved Clay Aiken...

`Fantasia: well she is putting her carrier on hold coz she is learning how to learn.
WHAT THE FUCK!
Stupid bitch!

ok enough!
ergghh...


Paris must and will go out!
hhahaaa

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We managed to escape History and Geography
Went out of class at 12.50 pm
The exact time was 1.00 pm

Listen to Fauzie and Mr chin make their speech
Then board the bus
on our way to Turf City
The trip there was fun
I think going anywhere with Firman is fun lah!

While waiting for the race to start we went off to
Mcdonald.
Was really funny
we were like making fun of the people around us!

Then the race start finally!
Cheered like hell!
Some of us lost our voice

Then after the race, laila was in a lot of pain,
really terrible
she was like lying on the floor
squirming in pain
i was like devastated

Vj was noisy
banging on that huge drum
then i was like" if they hit that thing 1 more time i throw stone and tell them 'fuck ah! "
and they did hit that stupid drum
so renee ended up throwing water bottle at them
and it did hit one of them
hahaha
nice ah!

Yea! tmr and sunday got competion
gonna support them
but i hope nobody come on my competiton coz it's gonna be a total disaster...
errgh...0ne more week
23 april comptition
and i dunt even know how to do the run up
im dead.

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| Tuesday, April 11, 2006


Gotten my hp back
changed the cracked screen already
looks as good as new.

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| Monday, April 10, 2006


Alah!
Just now right after school head to cwp.
wanted to go to the nokia outlet to fix my phone!
reach there the person say cannot fix
coz if fix also like waste of money coz there will still be other problems too
then like waht sia!

That means have to buy new phone!
Shit man!
My mum is gonna slaughter me
and then somemore i can't bare to be apart frm my phone
somemore replaced it
alah!
Laila!
you go and throw my phone for what!
next time check firstlah.
sheeesh....

did my art already
was a 15 minute work
but surprisingly it looks really nice
i'm really impressed

Tmr go collect my phone coz i decided to still changne the screen
I know what i want for my birthday!
-a new phone which looks exactly like my old phone
-clay aiken
-him

But like i'm gonna get any of them!

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Another Sunday | Sunday, April 09, 2006


Didn't sleep well last night, for some particular reason.
But i did sleep though, adn i had the most weird dream ever.
The Dream:
My mum was not strong enough to carry the baby in the stomach
so she placed the baby in 'MY' stomach. How weird is that?
Me pregnant! 14 years old only tsk tsk
But the funny part was i was giving birth at home and my sister was the one who is helping me give birth, and she was like poking around.
Gosh!
Well woke up really early, but stayed in bed
then Izzat sms, bt then cannot reply coz the whole night my phone cannot turn on so anyone who msgd me will not have any reply.

Got ngaji, i read three pages of the Qur'an
it was surprisingly fun!
then after lunch slept the whole afternoon
woke up to watch the encore of american idol
Eliot brought tears to my eyes when he sang "if tmr never comes"
But i still love Bucky and chris and ace's performance.
really nice!
Paula truly irritates me, why isn't she dead yet

Cannot wait for next weeks performance
i think they are going to perform with'queen'
or something like that...
Going to do art later.

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Realization | Saturday, April 08, 2006


Gosh! i jsut had a realisation
and damn it's not a good one
i remembered when i found my phone cracked
and damn i cried like hell
Mr faizal was the only one there
He was the only one who had been there when i was down
i can only remember him cheering me up

Gosh
not a good realization eh!
No offence people!

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Ergh! my hp spoil.
soemtimes the screen juz goes blank but still can sms lah.
Must send for servicing.
i don't even know how much it cost?
i dnt know if i even have the money
how pathetic...
ergh!
But i love my phone..*sob*
we've been together for 4 mnths
*sob*
sigh!

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Acheivement day ceremony | Friday, April 07, 2006


Time: 9.54

Got home like about 5 minutes ago
Finally my internet is back from the dead.
Just got home from the ceremony.
i've got to say it was bloody hot there.
Gotten two awards on 1 week how cool is that? hahah
total: $55.00 voucher
sheesh...budget hahah....

The ceremony was quite fun.
Kept on disturbing Faizal
Damn he is so dirty minded.

Me:Mr Faizal you sux
Faizal: i suck you blow

ergh! disgusting man! he arh!

Met alot of seniors! mushrooms was a weirdo!
was trying to get attention from the seniors!
sheeesh...

Despo!

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I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me
and come out at night
when I turn jet black
and you show off your light
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I'm dark skin, all thnx to,
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I talk way too much
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Im told that I’m violent
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