This past few days have been great so far... I mean even being grounded for 16 days already I didn't really suffer as how i imagined i would. I have to thanks my sayang Datuk K for that. he have been keeping me companied with all his lame, stupid, boastful jokes. Hehs.. i just love his slengerness lah seriously!!..
Yesterday was.. haha.. real funny he came all the way to my house to see me hehs ok partly to give me the Taman Negara Cd went to the shops after that.. i was supposed to buy: sayur sawi and other stuffs lah.. went to the NTUC. i cant even tell the difference between all of the sayur sawi and kai lan looks the same lah so i asked him and guess wat, we bought the wrong one he punya lah confident say it's the right one haha... seriously slenger sey we two haha...
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| Monday, November 27, 2006
Does your name begin with: F You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past time. You can be a very generous lover.
MAY Stubborn and hard-hearted Strong-willed and highly motivated Sharp thoughts Easily angered Attracts others and loves attention Deep feelings Beautiful physically and mentally Firm standpoint Easily influenced Needs no motivation Easily consoled Systematic (left brain) Loves to dream Strong clairvoyance Understanding Sickness usually in the ear and neck Good imagination Good debating skills Good physical Weak breathing Loves literature and the arts Loves travelling Dislike being at home Restless Not having many children Hardworking High spirited Spendthrift Taurus
Turn ons
Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.
Turn offs
Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may s pend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasions. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.
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ok had an emotional break-down just now but im fine now i guess!
DAMIT! this is so freaking irritating lah. the drills and all those consrtuction works beings done right now making my floorings and tables and almost everything in my house to shake. the noise is unbearable. i feel like grabing those knives hangin on the kitchen wall right now and just throw it at everyone of them and making sure it peirces thru their heads. irritating lah!! i cant even hear the song playing right now even with a maximum volume. haiz...
Those banglas down there better run-away right now man shucks!!
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haiz... i just hate myslef lah!. haiz. i hate myself fer being such a fucked-up captain i hate myself fer being such a fucked-up elder sister i hate myself fer being such a fucked-up youger sister i hate myself fer being such a fucked-up daughter i hate myself fer being such a fucked up atlete i hate myself fer being such a fucked up girlfriend!! damn fucked up me!! haiz... fuck man! maybe i shud just get rid of myself. how? i have no idea i..i...i ah shit
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Who is #9 to you? -Some short guy who can speak good english i guess..
Does #12 have a hot older brother? -i doubt so. all elder sister.
How about #5? -have not seen his brother before. but who cares, i love him!!!
Or #23? -errmm...not sure.
Or #36? -no idea
How did you meet #4? -cleo tole brings people together.
And #7? -like i say, cleo tole
And #18? -we just know each other i think.
Did you ever go out with #20? -yeah.
Or #28? -nope. dnt want to
Who is #40? -He's my sports climb instructor who has been a pain the ass..
Do you hug #8 all the time? -eww...no thank you.
How about #15? -nope
Or #25? -no. haha
Or #37? -yikes! nope
Do you feel sorry for #11? -hehs..some sort.haiz...
Have you ever told #14 you loved him/her? -no. i dnt think so
Would #6 and #10 make a good couple? -haha...dnt think so, but that will be coll wouldnt it.
What about #16 and #28? -nice!!!
#17 and #22? -hell no.
#24 and #32? -dat will be just plain disgusting
#33 and #39? -haha...thats just hilarious
Are #38 and #37 good friends? -yeah. i think
Does #34 drink coffee 24/7? -dnt think so
What is #9 addicted to? -errmm...beats me
Which # would you look best with? -hehs..#5. do we look good together??
Which # would #5 date? - o.O eyyy...dats mean
How about #16? -he is just slenger lah. i dnt think he suits with anyone right now
Or #27? -errm..never tot of dat.
which # do you look up to? -#40. and #36. these guys are constantly giving me advice. haiz..love em.
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Damn! i love polishing nails man seriously the results is always ever so AMAZING!! hehs
Anyways. it sucks!! i feel like such a fucked-up captain seriously! im a captain yet i cant show up fer trainings and there is a street soccer match coming up and i dnt even noe if i can make it fuck it man! haiz... my soccer skills pun dah lah hancur sey!!! eee...geram nyer!!! can i kill someone haiz... marah sey!!!
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| Friday, November 24, 2006
Im only just beginnig to see the real you. Sometimes when we touch the honesty is too much and i have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you till i die till we both break down and cry i wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy leaves me battling with my pride with all the insecurity some tenderness still survives
At times i liked to break you and drive you to yuor knees but at times i would like to break through and hold you endlessly
sometimes i think we're drifters still searching for a friend.
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This morning was awken by the sudden irritating noise lokes around and realised it was just my dad.. hahah... anyways just as i was about to go back to sleep i heard my mum talking to my maid at the kitchen so from the place i was sleeping i decided to eaves drop guess what!!! they were talking about me my mum was asking about me and stuffs and the most diassapoiting thing happened
My maid told my mum everything i mean.. did you guys noe that we ave gotten along all over again anyways so yeah she told my mum about kholid haiz.. at that point of time i could feel my bloood boiling seriously!! and my hands were like shaking!!(in the words of kholid) shivering...
Actually at that point of time i tot my mum was gioing to kill me so in my head i imagined everything already i imagined how she scolds me and how kholid is gonna react when i tell that to him.. haiz...
But hte things is my mum didnt say anything i mean i can tell she didnt like the idea of this but i dunno she didnt scold me maybe not yet i have to expect the worst right... haiz... i might as well kill myself!!
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damn i hate being grounded!!! I dunno but right now i just can't psycho my mum anymore i just dnt want to put any afford anymore! like i've given up.. haha..
Hmm.. was thinking of volunteering fer the watever thing Iswandi and 5riz told me to volunteer for. but haha... see first ah must plan siang2 wat to say to my mum in order to convince her...
Anyways, im running out of accoustic songs.. anyone with any nice accoustic song give me!!! oh yeah i love this video i've just watched though i prefer rod stewart version of the song but it still sounded nice.
This is by Dan Hill
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| Thursday, November 23, 2006
Haha.. i've finally decided to update on the Sec 1 Mock camp haha... so first day aku dah semangat pack bag early in the morning and recheck if i had everything there. hehs.. Arrived school with Hazique, Baba and Amirul when to take a look at the classes fer next year though we already knew . K.po katerkan lah.
The briefing starts the whole thing is boring lah seriously! i've could have killed myself anyways i loved the lunch we had to cooked our own food the 4 of us nak step solo team ah so went to away from the others skali dah masak hahah hujan pun turun daripada mee goreng jadi mee kuah yikes!
My baju all stained with curry disgusting! changed my tee.. and went to play soccer fun i tell you i scaored a goal yipeee!!..
the second day sucks!!!!! the third day was fun i guess haha... but i just love night times lah not only do i get to talk to my darling the place was also damn scary so yeah the feeling.. haha damn nice lah like creepy2 haha... ok im weird nvm! =)
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| Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Darn i cant wait to be ungrounded i cant wait fer a new year i cant wait to be able to be with him again i cant wait fer the Sec 1 orientation camp i cant wait to sing my hokee pokeyy song i cant wait to find out who's my new form teacher i cant wait to go back to track trainng i cant wait to be able to play soccer again i cant wait to kill syafaat!! i cant wait to be with CLEO TOLE STREET PEOPLE! i cant wait to start with our FC chocolate training i cant wait to bash those assholes i cant wait to be 16 sweet 16!! i cat wait fer my freedom!!! damn!!
i cant wait to have a child of my own actually that one i can wait!! haha
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| Tuesday, November 21, 2006
haizz..... this is damn freaking me out lah *sob* damn im actually crying right now ergh! he had to rush back to the doctor coz he 's stomach was suffering frm the unbearable pain again!! haiz... i wish i culd be there with him too haiz... and he have to talk that way he talked as if he was gonna die damn it man Kholid!! ergh!! and u noe hw sensitive i can be! ergh!!
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| Sunday, November 19, 2006
hmm... damn im grounded man this suck to the core lah. haiz... i cant even go training my life is so damn... haiz
Anyways damn i love him seriously! he's super understanding we just can't stop telling each other how much we love each other hehs.. =) he damn understanding and HE'S MUM HAS SEEN MY PICTURE!!! she saw it hanging on his wall while she secretly enter it one day haha.. she say im pretty! cheyyy..
but im glad we did talk about my situation haiz... he really understands it! haiz.. love him!
he was like we'll always be together no matter wat. =)
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| Saturday, November 18, 2006
Day and night i just can't stop thinking about him! I really truly love him My darling Kholid!!! haiz... looking at him just makes me smile talking to him just makes me hate putting down the phone.
i really love him.i really do the feelings is damn intense erps i sound horny yikes!! haha...
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Camp was fun! i hate syafaat! but i love the part at night! it was CREEPY...! but i liked it coz i got talk to my wonderful Kholid.. Last day was great fun. Played soccer. ate my disgusting burger. then saw Kholid he was returning to school after his lunch.
Hang around with him just the 2 of us alone.. haha while renee and wen tong was peeping on us =_=''
Anyways im so darn worried fer him seriously he is like really sick he keeps on pressing his stomach coz he was really in pain. haiz... we went back home together but like i said he couldnt send me home coz he was really sick so he tot of going to the doctor i hope he gets better lah.
at home was a disaster. when i woke up i was scolded and scolded again and again and again i dunt even noe why my mum keeps on scolding me haiz.. then sms-ed Kholid not to call me and i even told him not to reply to the message i snet him. but he still did reply and so i told him everything and he was like callinh himself an idiot coz he was partly the reason i was being scolded but i replid back:
it's ok.haha.i..i..still love ya.
and he was like:
...thnx... at last somebody loves me. I love you too..
that is so sweet. i love him lah.
I love you darling minutes a part and i have already missed you lots. haiz.. love you man!
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| Tuesday, November 14, 2006
HAIZ... IM SO FREAKING... ERGH!!! I MISS HIM EVEN THOUGH I JUST TALKED TO HIM YESTERDAY BUT ITS NOT ENOUGH AND I PURPOSELY SLEPT EVEN THOUGH I KNOW HE WAS GOING TO CALL ME HAIZ... =( I MISS TALKING TO HIM LAH! AND HE DIDNT CALL ME TODAY HAIZ... SAD I REALLY HOPE I GET TO SEE HIM TMR DURIN THE CAMP ERGH I HOPE HE COMES TO SKOOL EARLY SO AT LEAST I WILL BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM AND STUFFS BEFORE HIS O'LEVEL PAPER STARTS HAIZ... I REALLY MISS HIM!!
There's nothing i wouldnt do to have just one more chance to look into your eyes and see you looking back
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Gosh im so freaking pissed!! seriously I mean wat the hell lah my FUCKING maid complained to my mum about me telling her i wore a very short pants and went out to meet a guy and pretended to go joggin wat the FUCKING fuck! First of all when the fucking fuck do i have a very short pants and yeah i was wearing shorts but so!!! kata jogging!! *slaps head* And i did jog i jogged 4 rounds around the yishun park!!! den like wat the fuck!!!
i know lah why she do this coz she wanted to buy her fucking card fer her fucking handphone and she told e to look after the house but yet i went off going jogging dats why she straight away complain..
FUCK AH SHE!!! then now my parents keeps on naggin at me then my elder sister somore go and add in. coz last last night i was hoggin on the phone with someone lah till 1++ am then she saw but you noe i tot since she was my sister she would understand it i mean after all thats wat sisters do i mean if i cant talk to her about my teenage life who else am i gonna turn to...
sommore it damn unfair lah yuo imagine my sister at my age can talk to my mum about her frens and those guys who like her and who she likes and my mum dnt even mind and also she told her who her boyfriend is!! she has a boyfreind at my age and mum dnt even mind!! thats so freking unfair!! but i dnt care lah about that but not having anyone that i can talk to is so.. haiz....
ergh! im still fucked up about my maid i mean how culd my mum listen to her and not even listen to my side of the story and the thing is im her FUCKING DAUGHTER and that fucking maid is an out-fucking-sider who have been a very bad influence to my younger siblings
i dnt think it makes any different witout her around i mean who does all the cleaning??!! ME!! stupid asshole!! ergh thank god fer this blog man i can lash out my anger here or else i will be on the cover page of straits time "murdering " ergh!!!
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| Monday, November 13, 2006
Ergh!! This is so freaking ergh! so fucked up sia! went jogging this afternoon at yishun park and you noe wat happened!! while i was busy jogging and trying to keep myself fit my fucking maid was at home calling my mum telling her that i went to meet my fucking boyfriend duno wat the fucking fuck she told my mum about me then when i reached home my called me and scolded me and stuffs WHAT THE FUCK!! merepek siak! joggin is wrong ah! bodoh! like so wtFUCK!!! so merepek ergh! i mean wat if i want to have a boyfren is not her fucking buisness kan! this is my social life im a FUCKING TEENAGER! haiz... not like i do drugs or fuck people here and dere kan i only want to go fer a freaking jog! is dat so wrong! gosh! what the fucking fuck
and yet i told people no vulgarities ergh!
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| Thursday, November 09, 2006
Your Power Color Is Indigo
At Your Highest:
You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.
At Your Lowest:
You require a lot of attention and praise.
In Love:
You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.
How You're Attractive:
You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.
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| Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Kayaking i tell you damn tiring ok maybe not haha... but i do feel tired coz i never did had enough sleep and my muscles are all aching Anyways i hate BERNARD!!! he sux i WANT RAYYAN....
My parents are mean i tell ya! they placed a password on all the users account and i dunt know any of dem. so i can only use the comp at night IF i help to do the chores or anything lah that will make them happy they're evil man then that means i cant log in during the day thats just SUICIDE wat am i gonna do this whole holiday this is stupid lah i mean if they had done this during school weeks then i will understand but during the holidays?? that is INSANE!!! haiz.. i think i have to start getting used to watching DvDs all day long!
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| Tuesday, November 07, 2006
So UNFAIR!!!!! i cant go track training what the FUCK!!! i mean yeah i deserved being punished lah i mean how the fuck can i fail my maths but they could at least cut me some slack since this is the first time i failed this freaking subject!! i mean if she want to punished me you can like ground me and like make me study 4 hours everyday or seomthing or she could dont allow me to go out with my friends i can live with that but not letting m go track is just suicide lah AAAAAAAHHHHHHH... killing me man oh gosh im so gonna find my way out of this fucking misery ergh!!!!!!
but the thing is nagatioating with my mum is so not an easy thing to do lah she will be NO!! then start nagging at me again and again and AGAIN!!! pass me the knife somebody i rather die man AAAAAAAHHHHH....!!!
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Urgh! gosh im damn tired man! didnt really had a nice sleep i guess my maid woke me up at 4 am in the morning asking me to help with my younger brother who was like crying and shouting like one mad ass!!. So damn frustrated sia i slept at about 12++ so, 00,01,02,03,04. wahlou only 5 hours of sleep after a very tiring day yesterday:
went fer track training, makan, walk around NP then at home cleaned the house and prepared everything fer about 5 hours like dat since my mum's frens coming over then after that ayan the guest then help clean the house Woah! then after a whole days work and what i do get? 5 hours of sleep cari gaduh siak!!
Well anyways went track training just now i think i enjoyed this training the BEST!! i was all alone! i had the gym all to myself. train mu hand muscle and stuffs then packed and went home.
Went NP! Wanted to check the clothes/ jerseys at the Royal Sporting house coz i was thinkng of buying them fer my sister's birthday but too bad it was still close haiz... so went to 7Eleven and got my self a bar of MILKY BAR! walked home decided to take a stroll at the park having the time fer myself thinking thing thru then walked passed the rock climbing place so decided to drop by to say hie!
Saw Norman.. haha he was cleaning the place then saw that Iswandi haha! fun people
Right after they saw me the were like " alarh 5riz takder tempat sini ah, today he's off day" -.-''' wat the hell i drop by to say hie sey! Hanged arpund there looked at them doing their works while disturbing me about 5riz and stuffs
Then went makan with them i didnt eat though i dunno why but im so darn full frm morning till now posting this blog i have only eaten 1 bar of chocolate suprise suprise!! anways so i only drank green tea while they were all eating all those food talked about some stuff again they think im like those typical teenager who dont like malay food and stuff and only eat junk food haha.. i prefer those malay food then junk foodlah
Talked about our origins javanese!! haha.. Iswandi was talking jawa telling us how the indonesian guy prefer the Japanese woman then the white woman haha...
Iswandi thought i was an 18 year gerl he kept on saying that though and kept complementing me though i'm not sure if that was sincere or not he said i looked like Anggun you noe who? i do!! hahaha... he siad my features aper-aper ah!
Fun ah talking to them seriously!! esp iswandi ah but he ah haiz.. dunno wat to say lah dats why i kept on beating him hehs nothing new eh!
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| Monday, November 06, 2006
Haiz... Haiz... haiz..haiz.. it was only a joke there is no point meraku-ing with me i tell ya coz i will never layan it but in your case i would want to be able to layan it you've have been a great friend to me the kind that i would forever want to be with so yeah talk to me i'm sorry if i insulted you i didnt thought it will matter coz it has been always been like dat hasnt it? i mean we have insulted each other and at the end of the day we would just laugh it off haiz... talk to me you stupid damn ass! you noe i love ya =) my darling!
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WHAT THE FUCKING (sorry fer the vulgaririties) HELL!!! was so anxious to look at the pictures i took with jamal all all the four pictures taken none of htem turned out nice wat siak so FUCKING blur!!! merepek siak gambar rosak giler haiz...
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| Sunday, November 05, 2006
of all the pictures taken on the trip of Amirul's Open house this are the only ones i love but im still awaiting for the picture i took with Jamal!! haiyer
Actually i dont really like this picture coz i'm so black haiyer..
I like the picture of me here the best coz i look dumb everyone llok at the camera i didnt slenger kan!
I love this two pictures arent the the most adorable hahahh..
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Woah! woke up with a very werid feeling today i dreamt that me, Filzah and some unidentifeid girls went out for jalan raya and we were on our way to Filzah's house den something happen and a knife was pointed at me i was told to give This evil guy my wallet i gave him all my money thne he turned around just when he was about to leave he looked at me and took away my NETS!! dats when i stared to cry but the thing is wheni cried the feeling was as though i have lost somebody and i cant stop crying i think i did really cry
Thats what you get for having a very complicated love life the ones that can really stressed the hell out of you..
Anyways =) Yesterday went to Amirul's open house hmmm... i'll be myself and shall tell the whole thing that happen yesterday... right from the preparations to me undressing to go to bed hahhaha..
We were all chatting and inviting people to come to amirul's open house but we were all ending up talking about some other stuffs to me seducing Jamal to fucking a towel o.O haiyer.. disgusting eyyy anyways Brought my adik along Thank god there was MUTHE AND FILZAH all the way they helped me to take care of him hahaha.. to think of it they looked like one happy family.
Shall not talk about the event at amirul's house coz seriously nothing fun happen the trip home was kinda ahem..!!
i did lots of shouting i guess and luaghed like one Bloody pontianak! coz shafaat is soooo.. kental hehs and they didnt even warned me that there was a stairs down while we were walking so when i just walked stupidl i almost fell and i shouted so loud that jamal who was beside me hurt his ear sorry darling cheyy hahaha!!!
At the bus Muthe and my adik fuyoooh... mcm bapa ngan anak he is so fatherly my adik slept while muthe was carrying him
thank you Muthe lots and lots couldnt done it without you oh yeah jamal too thnx fer carrying him up the escalator while he was all sleepy hehs alarh thnx to all the guys lah fer layaning him.. hehs!!
Oh yeah my adik was like aku suka perepuan yang pakai cekak tu and bang faat and muthe wow!! hahaha
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| Saturday, November 04, 2006
Are guys in love corny i dont mean it dat way! ahahha i mean when they talk to the gerls they like(love) do dey sound corny?? ahahhah...
When they love that gerl do dey act kinda corny without realising it?
hmm... i dont think i can talk about this in general eyy? coz i dnt think all guys are like dat coz guys are full of EGOs!!
So ya noe if a guy acts or talk kinda corny to me i dnt mind ahahah its kinda cute isnt it? ahahhaah...
Though i dnt understand why he say im as beautiful as the moon o.O ahahha i think sunset are better nvm
ahahahha.. you all propably dnt understand wat im talking about ahahaha
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| Friday, November 03, 2006
Wee.. just came back from sports climb today we were assesed for the level one thingy! i love the insrtuctors lah insrtuctors: ` Nurul Fairiz ` Daniel Benjamin ` Kim yi Ng ` Norman `Ngizwan*Rizwan* ` Ernarst?? however you spell it
Rizwan. ahhahaha. kena bully by me sey i mean he looked like a mat Malaysia but i know if that someone *rolls eyes* saw him she will be drooling! he cant pronounce both R and S thats pathetic but he said that was cute erps watever i kept on touching his sutffs i touched his: ` Handphone*very nice* ` Biceps ` Mop Hair actually his hair really nice lah just that he looked tired so it didnt really look nice but after he bathed it looked really nice. Then he was like " you everything want to touch!" ahahhaa... dats when i ran after his hair!!..
Norman is a great guy lah the both of them dont want to pass me the level one sey coz i disturb them especially Rizwan habis-habisan and coz i beat him lah hee... but then i cant help it that is like propably the last day im gonna see them!! =(
Then the ususal 4 of us will go to the...the...the..wat is it callled?? basment...i think... then we decided to head back to the office to ask about the wall climbing thingys
Then fairiz appeared then talked here and there asked about his freindster then he told me to fill up this form coz then his supervisor will give him $10 so nice as i am i did it for him then this guy called Iswandi came along he was like * Fairiz!! kau suruh dier tulis!!!* i tot he was angry rupanya he came back and told me to write for him i was like i dont knoe you he was like "nvm just write then you will noe me better give me ur number i will call you!!" riightt.. so i worte this for him *Iswandi, good, nice guy and very sociable person. Give him that $10s..* evil.
im gonna miss them more then the kayaking guys coz im closer to them as compared to the kayaking guys but maybe ill drop by sometimes to climb and say hie!!
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| Thursday, November 02, 2006
Just came back from the sports climb course It was god damn fun!!! And to think that the instructor was really nice and Nurul Fairiz is soo cute actully there is something about him that i like lah hehs but i duno wat! After the parachute jump he looked at me closely then he asked "ader kakak'?? -.-'' haiz... too young for him i guess ahahha he is after all 26 years old! hee.. But i wont let him disrupt the realtionship between my sister and her boyfriend.. ahaha i think he samer case mcm Irsyad lah! hehs but he very horrible lah the abseiling you noe how im fear heights right then i was so scared that he pushed me everytime he pushed me i will o back to the platform ahahah then i just did it at least i dared myself to do it hee i love myself!!..
After that played truth or truth with hairi, renee and wasif hmmm.. very interesting any i knew wat they think of me now!! great fun! hehs
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Her Say
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me
and come out at night
when I turn jet black
and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
BETTER LOOK
FATIMAH MASAYU
Above average of height
With a weight on a constant movement
But still acceptable
I'm dark skin, all thnx to,
those outdoor activities i engage in
I talk way too much
But who cares
I'm just being myself
Im told that I’m violent
Hear this!
I know that and,
I dnt need you people to keep
Repeating that like its some kind of chant.
Wishlist
New Phone
New Shoe
New Jersey
New and Better Results
Lots and lots of MONEY
Clay Aiken's newset Album
Taufik Batisah's upcoming album
Hady Mirzah Upcoming Album
