| Sunday, December 31, 2006
Currently watching : The o.c the new season,
I cant sleep,
i dunt even noe why.
it's so weird sey.
Anyways was supposed to be on the phone with him right now,
but apparently i think he's asleep.
That's mean!
haha.
In exactly 3 more days school will reopens
yipeee....
im super-duper happy!!!!
i miss wearing my uniforms.
i miss wearing white shoes
i miss renee.
i miss them all
i miss disturbing the teachers
i miss throwing my pencil box at the guys!!
yipeee..
the good old days.
hahah
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| Thursday, December 28, 2006
20december,
renee turned 14.
Happy belated birthday.
im really sorry for not being able to turn up for you
birthday outing.
i promise i'll make it up to you
one way or another. =)
*scouts honour*
28december
somebody finally turned 17,
haha.
happy birthday dear.
again, im sorry for not being able to celebrate it with you.
=)
Anyways,
wah! so long sey never update.
haiz..
finally i've got the chance to use the computer,
and im glad i do,
seriously, or i would have killed myself.
i gues this is the first time im saying this
but yeah
" i hate almost all my everyone at home.
They're such assholes!!.
I wanna start wiht my elder sister.
we went out chritmas eve to orchard.
she wanted to introduce me with this guy called wira.
i tell yuo, he is damn goodlooking lah.
but yeah as per normal,
my sister just had to make me look bad in fornt of him.
irritating sey.
den yesterday, i had washed all her clothes,
i even scrub it till my hand blister,
but there wasn't an inch of appreciation from her lah.
asshole!!!
and the thing is, it's enough she didnt say thank you,
she even has the cheek to scold me coz i didnt fucking spin-dry her clothes,
tu takper,
at night she complained to my mum about me,
bloody mother****er.
what the hell sey.
then early in the morning i was greeted by mum's shouting.
merepek sey.
now my parents.
hah! there is no words to describe how pissed i am with them.
ergh!.
every moment they see me they're sure to scream their heads-off.
all the things i do is never good enough.
why cant they like.. i dunno, be more supportive and understanding and oh yeah!!
FAIR!!!!!
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| Tuesday, December 12, 2006
My mom already has already know about him,
and now at times she just cant stop vomiting the requirements and stuffs like dat.
ader-ader jerlah.
i think she is just protective of her little pretty gerls.
cheyy. haha
anyways i tto she was damn protective lah.
but after hearing what my brother said to me
i was darn shocked lah.!!
he was like:
" if i ever catch you having a boyfriend, aku ngan abang2 kau yang lain....."
reason:
" lelaki sekarang you wil never know what they are up to"
i was like in my heart
oh my god he is damn protectivelah.
gosh!!!
but i was happy with my mum
coz my brother started to complain about me to my mum lah
about all this stuffs,
and my mum sided me
she was like trying to protect me.
of courselah!!.
its unfair sey if she doesnt, seriously.
i mean my sister and her started dating and all those stuffs
at my age!.
hmph!!
oh yeah,
and this kholid
he is like always wanting to meet my mum.
i dnt mind lah, but then
i do not know how both reaction would be,
so yeah i, as the middle person am afraid.
so yeah.
hahaha...
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| Friday, December 08, 2006
Ergh!!
Im so damned pissed lah.
i dont even know why i'm feeling this way.
and that is even more frustrating sey.
ish! marah sey!!!.
Haiz..
kay never mind.
marah too ofthen pun cepat tua sey.
i think, isnt that wat they usual say.
eh, come to think of it,
why do we always say"they"
i mean who are the "they" exactly.
haha..
anyways.
i think me mum saw me and him together just now.
coz that was a sudden outburst of,
" kau gi main rollerblade ker kluar ngan bf?"
erps.
hahah...
but she was in a good mood i guess.
coz when i asked for her permission to volunteer for some safra stuffs
this sunday, she siad yes.
i was surprised,
my sister was surprised.
everyone there was i assume.
hahah..
yea!!
blogging makes me happy.
i dunno why
but it does.
yipeee..
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| Thursday, December 07, 2006
To: Kholid.
You asked me.
and i answer it very unsatisfying.
i know.
so here. this is exactly how i feel.
"every little thing you do" by westlife.
Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
[Chorus]
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way
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| Wednesday, December 06, 2006
i missed cleo tole sey.
dah lama tak jump, rindu giler.
haha..
anyways
i just downloaded the song " fly me to the moon" by westlife
im gonna put it up soon.
the song nice i guess.
december already
i cant wait fer skool to reopen.
yipeee.
december is a birthmonth of most poeple i guess
theres like almost all my siblings celebrating their
birthday this month.
oh yeah.
so is kholid.
=)
hee...
he's bdae is coming up.
muah!
haha.. i just love him lah.
he is consistently looking fer a job
he quit he's job yesterday
after working fer..errmm..
1 day.
hahaha...
slenger sey!!
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| Monday, December 04, 2006
I'm tired of him sey seriously!
haiz...
its just that...
i dunno.
he just wont cooperate
how hard i try
it just doesnt work anymore
im like just wasting my time lah
i think he is just not worth it anymore.
i think im giving up
it ends tonight.
Goodbye my love,
my lovely handphone(michael)
haiz..
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