| Wednesday, January 31, 2007


Damn it lah!
im such a klutz lah today.
especially during volleyball.
i mean i almost tripped on SHAMIM'S bag!
SHAMIM hit the ball and it hit my head!
i fell a few times during volleyball
i almost fell in class
i sat straight on the floor coz apparently someone pulled my chair so
instead of sitting on the chair i sat on the floor
stupid!!
but at least its not as bad as renee
haha

Oh yeah!
im an audiotory learner
and i am a literal thinker!
thats so cool lah!
haha

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| Tuesday, January 30, 2007


i feel so fucked up larh right now.
i feel so useless everywhere i go!

i hate going home.
im like always critisize every now and den
like as though they damn fucking perfect
bloody asshole!
then its like my parents are damned biased towards my brother!
they neglect me
i feel so unwanted at home!

I have no mood to go school.
the only person i look forward to in school
is Tan
but..but..but
alaaaarh..
i want to get away from this place lah!.
can i start new!
this so bloody fucked up
hehs
i kinda like that werd!
argh!!!

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| Monday, January 29, 2007


Dedicated to kholid.

Goodbye
it was nice knowing you.
just to get this straight into your head,
it was never a game to me
though im still devastated to hear about all those stuffs you had to say
i mean :
whats that suppose to mean when you said:
' even if she washed it,
it will still be dirty to me'

what are you trying to say?
you made me sound like some slut.

also i didnt play with your heart lah.
i cant comment on this cause seriously that just sounded dumb!
anyways,
i guess you had your say
though i didnt get mine.

thanks for your companionship,
goodbye.

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| Sunday, January 28, 2007


yea! back from secondary 1 camp
actually it's not so much yea ah
its more like.
haiz...
i want overnight there again
with only friends and friends
argh!
i miss them lah.
haha..

Secondary 1 camp was a blast!
there was it's bad times
but there was definitely more good times!
but as per normal we always looked forward to the night time,
we didnt really sleep ah..
i mean the total amount of hours i slept for the 2 days
was only 4 hours!
so yeah.

The first night.
had a ghost story telling by Tan.
the way he told us the story was not scary
but i still got scared!
haha
after that all the guys and the gerls squeezed and slept together.
which we were not supposed to do
haha..
but there was no choice right
takkan the expect us to sleep on tables and chairs.
so yeah.
i slept beside Tan
cause apparently i was using his blanket
which i have to say is ultra comfortable
anyways so,
i had to share it with him.
so yeah you can imagine how we were sleeping.
haha.
like slengers.

Second night.
was kinda fed up with them
so went to sleep alone at the CO. room.
but after few minutes sleeping there decided to sleep with them lah.
coz firstly its scary
secondly i almost fell down a bunch of times.
so yeah.
slept on the cold hard floor with tan's blanket.
hehs.

THANK YOU SYAHIID TAN FOR YOU BLANKET!!

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| Tuesday, January 23, 2007


Tomorrow will be the secondary 1 camp.
im partly excited, partly nervous, partly dread the camp.
the thing about me that i realise is that,
i have difficulty in keeping track with time lah.
lucky there's syafaat to help me.
also, im scared if i forgot how to the activities,
mampos ah!
haiz...

And three days without elman!
two nights not sleeping with him.
gosh!
thats so suicidal lah.
hmm..
speaking about him,
i still feel bad about spanking him,
i was just in such a bad mood,
then he slenger, go and disturb me,
then yeah!
but i was so apologetic,
but that woman ah!
seriously ah,
i know lah i made a fucking huge mistake,
takyalh nak membebel
terus suddenly nak masuk my fucking personal life,
aku nyer hidup akunyer pasal lah!.
fusking stress siak dudk rumah
macam cibai siak
i reach home at 4 dier kater lambat.
kepala nenek dier ah!
i go hoime late pun my fucking problem ah
she's not my mother.
alarmak!
cari gaduh siak...
argh!!

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| Saturday, January 20, 2007


Star orrinteering was superly frustrating.
seriously!
what the fucking fuck was that mother fucker doing there
acting like her bloody mother fucker is damn fucking big!!

Eyy..
irritating you know.
That kurab binas!!
kalau lawa boleh ah aku cut some slack
tapi kalau muka stakat alar kadar jer,
boleh rilek satu corner ah
kopek kurab dier.
babi nyer budak normal academic
tak guna nyer pathetic bitch!

Aaah!
that's better!
just felt like letting go a whole load off.
gosh!
i sound like a minah sey.
haha. cool ey
actually not really lah,

But seriously ah,
dier maner nyer besar siak
aku tiup sikit
terlempar SIOL!!
eee..
yang aku takleh angkat
dier nyer muka!
i've got this thing against ugly people
especially those who look like her.
fucking bitch!.

Anyways,
apart from having misery of her presence
the whole activity was fun. =)
not really activity lah,
cause we hardly do anything,
but i enjoy being around my friends.
i love them,
but too bad there was some missing people.
Jamal, Haiqal and Amirul.
i bet with the whole Cleo Tole people present,
it will be damn fun!
hehs.

The trip to Queensway
was a nightmare.
i was darn tired,
didnt complete the whole shopping with them,
i went walk for a few minutes, then went straight home.
Was raining horses and unicorns (cats and dogs)
so shared a damn small umbrella with some aunty,
i was 90% wet
except for my head part.
haha.
but i still aprreciate the aunty for sharing with me
cause it would have been worst!.

i love chewwy sweets!
i want a whole bunch of them
and i want it now!!

arriverdichi,
snazzy

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| Friday, January 19, 2007


oh my god
vans globe
remeber ANIS!!
haha.
i just saw him in television.
that's so cool lah!
haha.

i still can't get over the fact that andika is my kindergarten fren,
thats just superly cool.
too bad i dnt remeber wasif.
haha
actually i think i do.
haha.
cool ah!.

i think next week onwards im so gonna go track
dont care what my mum say lah.
ill just say to her face that its an offence to skip cca.
simple.
yipee...

People.
make sure you buy the february edition of MANJA MAGAZINE!!
my family picture is inside.
haha.
cool ah!

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i have this urge to write down everything i love.
so bare with me kay. hehs

i love chewwy gummy sweets.
i love school
i love 2007
i love cleo tole
i love soccer
i love volleyball
i love 3e6
i love RED
i love renee
i love kholid
i love mathematics
i love jamal can? =)
yipeee..
im so not myself today.
haha.

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| Thursday, January 18, 2007


I'm in state of confusion!
i've been crying alot
hmm..
i think my brother notice
coz he started asking me about the eye bags( the outcome of my crying) and stuffs.

I cant stand it anymore.
i just feel that there is no point in living anymore.
my life is like a routine.
morning- school
afternoon- home(study)
evening- scolding from my mom.
i tell ya its every single day.

imagine having to to take in all the harsh words
your mom keep spitting to you.

i know im useless lah!
wateverlah.
doesnt mean they have the right to discriminate me!!

i need a hug from that person.
haiz...

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| Monday, January 01, 2007


I can't help but to think that
Gerard Way is good looking.
Especially with hie new hairstyle.
its damn nicelah!!!.
I love his eyes,
eh, no its his nose,
wait, maybe its his teeth,
ah!
everything just fits in perfectly lah.
haha.
he's hawwt lah!
=)
ooh.. so is anuar zain,
i think ive said that before.
haha.

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