ya-ya yippee yipeee yaya | Friday, March 30, 2007
*ouch*
my feet seriously hurts
my toes are all swollen
but guess what it was all worth it
played soccer the whole day
played match
me and Haiqal vs Sukashi and Andika
played under the rain
it was the coolest thing of all
but we lost
he he
but enjoyed it tremendously
oh well
it was not all smiles
i mean, one by one left for home
leaving the few of us
so end up it was only
me, shidah, haiqal and andika.
we ended up eating at the shop near grace cafe there
shidah treat me
how nice of her
oh yeah, guess what?
we saw Atiqah and she step cari pasal
especially towards shidah
we aper lagi
bahasakan balik
and when we went off, me and shidah did the coolest thing
we shouted,
"BYE GEMOK!"
ha ha
Haiqal and Andika went home soon after
so i decided to go shidah's house to change and continue playing soccer
Deddy, Sukashi and Wasif came back
so we decided to play match
ok wait...
let's skip this part
so we played mixed team
we this bunch of Northland Secondary boys
it was utterly fabulous
my team won the others.
Then, this other ITE guys came along shouting,
"next team"
so we played against them
my team consisted of
- Me
- shidah
- One northland guy
- Afif
- Iswandi
we lost 5-4
how cool is that
and the opponent was really nice to me
i was all smiles
so when we stepped out of court
all the guys there
was shouting
"wah, main bagus sey"
even the opponent said we play really well
i'm so freaking happy.
But the worst was yet to come
shidah just had to advertise my name to the whole world
so everyone was like praising me
callling my name and stuffs.
but i liked it
having to know that people think im good
i mean we're good
then we bid afif and iswandi farewell
but affif said the nicest thing
" you guys were really great out dere. i really mean it"
=)))
i love it!
we gained lots of experience
me and shidah was left sitting alone
with the Ite guy looking at me always
according to shidah
then we talked and talked
about stuffs
about bitches
about assholers
backstabbers
and love too.
what a great day right!!!
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lul-la-bi | Thursday, March 29, 2007
I have no mood for homeworks
i have no mood for jokes
i think it's because of all those papers i shoved inside my file
and my table is in complete mess.
i seriously need to train more
but i just don't have the mood
neither do i have the eagerness to train with the trackers
they're such a pain in my lovely ass
so i guess i have to train a lone in order to get better
but still must come for training
just to show to Rauf.
what a bitch.
Argh! i wanna cry
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| Wednesday, March 28, 2007
wow!
today was a fabulous day i have to say
though it started out bad
with lessons such like Physics
bleargh!
then i wanted so badly to have recess with the e2
but too bad i didn't
so yeah
i didn't have the chance to see Wen Tong
cheyy
ha ha
Then adding salt to the wound
after school
The particular guy betul
bloody nyer cibai
irritating sey
then some more that girl
ergh!
sometimes i just feel like slapping her
dah bodoh buat hal bodoh ah!
sialah makin menyampah sey aku
tengok dier buat hal kecil jadi hal besar
macam bloody fucker! sial
cari pasal jer tak sudah sudah
pergi mampos ah
dier ingat dia tak nak masok soccer
kita banyak HERAN aper
mampos ah!
then selepas tu
kerana diorang
wen tong merajok
den walk away
itu jam aku tengok
heart break sey
shuck!
i hate when i sound like minah
but seriously lah
they bloody mother fuckers
tlk bad about people
like they one mother fucker good like that
fuck you!
well soccer training is great
had fun
dah takder mood lagi sial!
babi habis!!!
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Lovey lovey me. cheyy | Tuesday, March 27, 2007
I don't what came up to me
it was like Crazy Wen Tong Day
for me
i just can't stop myself
from telling Sukashi
how cute he is
but yeah
he is super duper cute
i just love him so much
ha ha
i love Wen Tong Many x 10
cool!
he is super cute
muahahaa.
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Today was an alright day i guess
and my finger hurts really very much
all thanks to the ball
and Deddy for irritating me
shucks!
Well anyways, i woke up with a very bad headache
this morning and i still have not the slightest idea
why is it so?
went to school
and Jei Mohan was like
" today in the radio...blah blah.."
then out of the sudden there was a huge thunder
and the whole hall shook
which ended up with me
being in the state of paranoia
but i was still a great experience.
Seriously
today is such a boring day
i wanted to sleep in class
but i was too bored to do so
imagine that?
ha ha
that is extremely cool i tell you
urgh!
I'm dozing off to sleep right now
*yawn*
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Irritant | Sunday, March 25, 2007
I just cannot forgive that bitch
apparently he's a guy
and i used to like him so much
but i just realized he is such a prick
and and... an asshole
actually not really
i mean he can say properly sey
instead of i dunno being himself
and just have to irritate me
I'm feeling rather hungry right now
yesterday i only managed to eat dinner
since my daddy didn't not keep his words
i mean he promised to come home
and cook for us mutton soup
but he end up coming home at 7pm
it's really dumb, SERIOUSLY!
i mean, i could have cooked something
while waiting for him
instead, in my head i was like
" don't eat anything, or you will end up spoiling your appetite"
what shit.
he could at least call and say he was not going to cook lunch right?!
During dinner my family came to a conclusion
that my dad has been staying at home too long
that he is starting to sound like a housewife
he just can't stop nagging at us
when my mom doesn't even do that.
but i don't blame him
i mean the rest of us
especially me and my elder sister
would do anything to irritate and disturb him
it's like our new shared hobby
it's really fun i tell you
especially when he gets all fed up
WE'RE BAD, BUT WE'RE GOOD!
After dinner we had our usual routine
no! not washing dishes or cleaning the house
we've got maid to do that.
it's the time of the day when we watch Dvds
the newly downloaded shows that is
Well anyway, we decided to watch Jackass 2
haha.
it's the bomb!
Johnny Knoxville is so cute
but the show is totally repulsive but nice
i mean it's super violent and disgusting
but laughable
you people should watch it someday.
Yea! my birthday is coming
which means exams is coming too.
i mean my birthday falls on the same day as exam day
45 more days to my birthday
and still counting down!.
i wonder if anyone even remembers?
well i don't really care
i mean i'm not like those
mushy people
who cries just because
" my mummy doesn't remember my birthday"
bohooo.. well go fuck your self.
oops!
Speaking of which,
my mother was telling me
go for JC guys
she was like telling they are much good looking
i was like i know
that is why i am looking forward to graduating
haha
still got 1 more year to go
i love smart guys who are not fat, is extremely fit,
who speaks perfect English, outgoing, Someone who looks like a Adam
ha ha.
in my opinion Adam is:
guy with dark deep eyes.
curly nice hair
thin well-build body
nice fair skin tone
ahhh..
someone who looks like Adam Brody
Oc actor aka Seth Cowen
yeah
i would look to have a guy who looks like that
too bad none i can find
My brother's friend who we called Zef
looks somewhat like that
my Mum really likes him though
there was one point of time that
my mom wanted to match make him with me
oh! i would love that. i think.
Especially with him now in Ns
he's body is really nice
well build
really tall
oh yeah
and he is extremely smart.
i mean he took diploma and A level at the same time
A level was for his dad.
but the thing is he scored distinction
for both. really smart!
That reminds me
i had this sudden wanting to smoke just now
i was like telling myself i can't wait to reach 18
so i can smoke without the need to be guilty
that is so cool
can't blame me for this
i mean when the dads smoke
the child will tend to follow through.
so yeah.
smoking is good
smoking is nice.
=)
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| Saturday, March 24, 2007
I have no idea why
it's like as though i have this mini alarm clock in my ear
or whatever it is
but i tend to wake up at the right and exact time every morning
during the weekends
kind of cool isn't it?
I just had breakfast
Ate only 2 pieces of pancakes
somehow, i have no mood to even eat
I can't remember what i dream last night
but i can recall it had something to do with hitchhiking
and getting murdered with some betrayers.
i have not the slightest idea why i keep on having such
laughable, stupid, weird dreams.
i mean the night before i dreamt
that my brother was scrubbing Shahidah's brother's body
while he was bathing
i mean who in the world have such dreams.
Maybe h'm always thinking about all those unimportant stuffs.
curiosity on unnecessary things.
Speaking of which
i just finished reading Din's blog
i was so flabbergasted
i mean, no offense
but he sound so Stupid
his English was so... ( i shall not say)
i sworn i would kill myself if i continued reading it
i mean, I've read Lugman's blog
his English is superb
I've read Farhan's blog
it's to die for
seriously, but then..
ok never mind.
Oh well, i have ngaji in 3 hours time
another day reading just 2 pages of the Qur'an
i wonder when am i going to finish it.
it's taking too long.
well i better get bathing
yikes, i hate bathing
it's so cold!
I'm complaining too much
but i want to swim with the dolphins.
I want to go surfing
i want to jump off a helicopter and injure myself severely
i want to go to Jamal and hug him ( i don't even know why?)
i want Syafiq all to myself. ( Those others can get away from him)
i want to tell off those buggers.
i want to cut my hair
i want to take a razor sharp knife and skin off Mdm Selvi's hairy leg.
i want to tell Cikgu Hartini to SHUT THE FUCK UP!
i want to take Aliff's fat body and just swing it against the wall until he breaks his backbone
i want to apologize to Siraaj, we've been good friends for a long time sey. Miss those times.
i still want to hug Jamal like the other time i felt great and love.
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Randomness | Friday, March 23, 2007
After reading a few others' blog
i realized i have been sounding like a complete stupid person
which i apparently am not
seriously!
i mean, me, i ace at English yet my blog post
seems to be so....(i shall not say)
so from now on, i shall use proper English
with bombastic words
is it necessary? i have not the slightest idea
but i shall give it a try
My life have been such a bore this few days,
i just don't care about anything and everything.
all i want to do is to get through the day in school
and just go home and sleep
and enjoy watching American Idol.
I truly love that show.
Sanjaya is good actually
he is super cute. And that weirdo
who i call my sister tends to like him very oh so much
but not me
i prefer Blake Lewis and Jordan.
They just know how to pick the right song.
Chris Richardson is good too. =)
he looks like an exact replica of Justin Timberlake.
But he is no where near my Jason Mraz.
Chris Sligh has great voice but he don't song to choose.
i mean his song choice suck to the core.
Enough American idol,
yea! that female Malay teacher of mine who have difficulty
pronouncing the letter R changed our sitting arrangements today.
i'm glad i got to see beside Haiqal. i mean it's either him or those two 'slenger step lawa girls'
or the small nice i think girl but she is boring.
i wanted Jamal and Filzah to sit behind me
but sadly they are two sits behind me. Never the less they are still near my seat.
I am extremely thankful i don't have to sit beside Azri.
Ergh, i hate him.
Basically my life is so unexciting.
oh yeah.
i read Farhan's blog just now.
i just can't stop smiling after reading the part
' blabla blabla, black black, blah blah yak yak'
haha.
i hate Mdm Selvi too.
i mean she have an untamed leg hair.
grosses thing i have ever seen.
i miss some people
and i constantly dream about them.
Those Safra guys too. =))
I hate it when when people talk about me behind my back
especially when they are discussing something to another person
who i used to be close with
it's so dumb
i mean, the least he could do
was to act when i caught them
rather then doing that awkward thing he did.
stupid ass
so much for, friendship
such irritant.
Guys are just guys
they give us hope
and just suddenly take them away
unexpectedly. I got over it
and i was hoping it would not happen to any of my friends
because i love them too much to see them hurt.
but apparently it happened
i just hope i can be there for her as much as possible.
i know how it feels.
seriously.
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| Thursday, March 22, 2007
This is a good match for you, one that could lead to lasting love. Cancer boys like kissing (as much as you do!) and you two will have excellent physical chemistry together. Cancer boys are usually moody, but your naturally sweet nature will put him at ease and make him more relaxed in general. You will adore how lovey-dovey he is once you get into a relationship. He loves to hug and to hold hands. You�ll also be thrilled by his loyalty- when a Cancer boy falls in love, he stays in love. He�s a very good match for an Taurus girl.
haha
me= Taurus
Jamal= Cancer
=))
chey chey
ok NOT!
i hate jamal lah
hahahahaa
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I loveeee
i loveeee Jamal!
haha..
told him if he said it again
i would again do it
muahahahaha...
i love being the evil one
it's extremely cool i tell you
you guys should try it one day
Jamal
I love him NOT!
haha
okok
i shall spare him some sympathy
haha
he's so cute lah
cheeeyyyy
haha..
well he has always been cute to me
haha
but no one can ever beat the cuteness of my syafiq
syafiq just gets cuter everyday
and to those secondary 1 who has those little crush on him
dream on!!
he's MINE
all MINE!
haha
Jamal is still cute tooooo..
haha
=))
im so hyper today
cool eh
hee
i love puppies
i love grannies too
quote from simon cowell
he is such a cool guy
my ICON
now that he is someone everyone
should look upon
haha cheyy bedek
i have a huge POITENTIAL to be the next
female simon cowell
well at least they said so.
hee
cutey cute cutey cute
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| Thursday, March 15, 2007
i dont know why
but today im in the mood to irritate people
so for jamal's sake
i love jamal
=)
hee
can? can?
haha
JAMAL!
j= jamal
a= adoreable
m=muscular
a= attractive
l=lovely.
gosh! am i really saying this!?
blueak!
i hate jamal lah
haha
jamal jamal jamal
*shakes head*
tsk tsk tsk..
=)))
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| Wednesday, March 14, 2007
"All theses lives that you've been taking
Deep inside, my heart is breaking"
All these lives: Chris Daughtry
Haizz,
i still can't get over the fact
that i almost got the host position at kids central
i can't blame myself for that stupid mistake
but i could blame:
a) The office for not being able to speak properly.
or
b) my mum for not understanding them.
urgh!
well it's over i guess
well there's still other opportunities kan?
i just hope they will still continue to call me
=((
okay nevermind.
gosh!
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| Tuesday, March 13, 2007
" I'm staring out into the night,
trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
and feeling good don't even cost a thing.
and the pain you feel is a different kind of pain."
Home, Chris Daughtry
Yesterday i had the coolest dream
those kind of dreams you would
cherish and remember for ever
=))
i dream i was in school
since there was some special occasion or some sort.
but the students that was in the picture
was hte 4 normal academic guys and girls
but mostly i dream of khairi
and he as showing me the ways to skip class
one way was to jumo down
to the next floor
gosh, that was scary
But then this guy came
he was indian
haha
guess what he's name was?
DENRAJ
haha
Mugilan's brother
i guess this dream was partly because of track
haha
then because that morning also
i was listening to sherry and wei gen's conversation
they were talking about sherry's guy being 6 m tall
so anyway
i dreamt that the "denraj" was really tall
but damn gorgeous
he's like those fair yet tall indian guys
foooh! damn hot.
wait come to think of it
i think he look like the guy
we saw in the mrt
the one sukashi knew
oh gosh
haha
either way
he is still hot!
really hot!!!
=)))
that s the kind of dream i would so love to have everynight
not those dream
i would hug jamal
or kiss jamal
bluek!
haha
=))
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urgh
sometimes i just feel like grabbing my dad
and just shake his head
i mean
why can't he be more useful
why can't he like just go find a stable job
its obvious he's boss is an asshole
didnt pay his 3 months job pay
and now my mum has to struggle to pay the bills
i pity her sey
i wished i could just go work and help her out
but she won't let me do that
haizz..
it seriously sadden me to look at my mum's situation sey
urgh
my dad is so ultra...
i shall not say more.
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| Saturday, March 10, 2007
While waiting for chris daughtry song "home, acoustic version" to load
i though i might just as well blog first.
in 2 hours time
i have to ngaji
malas betul sey
but right now i feel like eating eggs and French toast
nyummy... =)))
i don't know why but suddenly
i am so looking forward to going school
=)))))
haha
something to look forward to i guess.
=))))
cheyy bedek
haha
holiday homework is piling up
ive biology, a maths, e maths, physics, ART!, malay and english.
yet we only have 1 week holiday
aperdar.
give homework as if we have a month break
slenger habis
hmm..
i think maybe i shall go yishin park later
i want to finish my art today
and home is not the place to do it.
seriously
haha..
crashed can
interesting kan?kan?
haha..
art is love
so to say that
i art renee many x 10
i art wen tong many x 10
i art jamal many x 8
i art azmin many x 8
cool ah. =))
i art elman many x 100
cheyy
haha..
he's to die for.
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i told myself i won't cry about this.
but i guess i can't take it when
shamim sang the song.
especially the chorus part.
" i'm still holding on
im not letting go
this feeling inside me i wished you knew"
argh! terus waterfall sey
i just don't how it happened
but i guess after the cry i feel a lot better
its like a whole week overdue tears
i have been trying to keep inside me.
=))
i just don't know what to do anymore
my life is just an utter complication
it's in a big mess.
i wished i could just shoved everything under my bed
and run away
to a new place
impossible as it may seem.
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hyper with capital letters. haha | Monday, March 05, 2007
Today was such a cool day
i mean i had the most fun today. =)
but the best part was when we were on our way to renee's house.
we were walking down the hill
a super steep hill
when there was a dog
then shamim just had to go
" ish tengok the dog is opening the mouth"
so yeah
Renee went shouting
sherra shouted too and start running followed by me
and it was ultra dumb
the hill was muddy
so yeah
Renee was about to shout to me to be careful when
but it was too late
because i slid and couldn't stop
when i finally fall
my skirt and everything was all soaked in mud
i shouted like hell
it was super disgusting ah.
but it was dumb lah
i mean i basically slid like one slenger.
The funniest word i have heard or came across was
"perporn"
haha
Joshy Joshy
haha
so slenger!!!
gosh.
haha
we laughed our asses of reading that word
but how could i be dumb enough to ask mim
wat's dat?
hahah
but funnny
funnny funny funnny
cooooolyy
haha
=)
they're such nice person
and fun to be arnd with
haha
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get off !! | Sunday, March 04, 2007
i just wished i could erased everything
and redo everything that has been done
i don't know why
it's not that i regret doing everything that has already been made
because i am glad i have made all those mistake
because i have actually learned from it
its just that my life has officially suck-ed to the core.
i wished i could just migrate to a new country
and start a whole new life
leave everything behind
i am sick of this feeling i have been having inside me
i can't even describe the feeling i am having actually
it just breaks me down every time
ever so easily.
The thing is i don't think the people around me care anymore
i could kill myself
and they wouldn't even notice anything
ever realized that i have been skipping school ever so often this few days.
it's like my school days is 4 times a weeks
because there is no important lessons on Friday
might as well don't come to school.
i hate seeing those faces everyday.
i just hate everyone now
URGH!
i could just cry right now
but what difference would it make
i don't feel better
it will not change anything at all.
i just can't wait to just graduate from this stupid school
and not to suffer seeing those bugger faces.
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