Am i really that hate-able? I mean i don't mind being hated, cause seriously, the amount of people i adore is just a handful but realizing the friend you thought you could rely on just keeps on running towards someone else and only comes back to you when she is in need someone is just so freaking irritating. Let me say that again IRRITATING. I mean i admit it too, it's really sad, and of course i do feel a pinch of jealousy i mean, does she possess something extraordinary that you are willing to throw the friendship just like that. Urgh! seriously i do wish lala land do exist.
Well there's nothing really i can do right? oh well ! Oral was alright i guess. It's not fantastic, but it's ok There was this question Mr Yong asked me. What quality does your friend possess that it is important. guess what i said? I told him, well Renee is my bestfriend, and she just understands me. always being there when i needed someone. She is the only one who really knows me. The one who understands my situation and the stress i am going through. She is my partner in crime. Advising me in many different ways.
Seriously, i realised she is the only one who knows me really well. The only one i can really rely on. But i don't know what's happening between us. I mean she's now always with Sherra, thats was when....... i dunnoooooooooo!!! =| argh! Rumah jugalah yang best! at least there is still my little devils not failing to put a freaking huge smile on my face.
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| Friday, April 20, 2007
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Kinetsu Hayabusa. | Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Today is officially THE BENJI SCHWIMMER DAY. well at least for me. =) He is the winner of So You Think You Can Dance. if any of you can actually dance like him then tell me, till then keep improving lah.
(Too Much Booty)
(Hotline)
(le Jazz Hot)
(put the needle on it)
(sexy back)
(tranji)
Yay i love him so very much!
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the face i came to know is missing too | Sunday, April 15, 2007
Yay! i got fever and yet i'm jumping here and there listening to Girlfriend by avril. well, i can't help it.
Oh yeah if anyone asked me about love and all this please stop me i mean everything i say do make sense but, the last person who i gave advise to had the determination to give up and wants to forget about the girl instead of having the determination to get her but oh well i love him ha ha. i can't lose his friendship. oops i'm being paranoid fro no reason. ERPSES
I love dolphins i want an Adam i still do. But yeah, he's none existent. who knows maybe i'll meet him one day. let's pray.....
ha ha i'm so high must be the coke i just drank, high in sugar ah wah! sick still drink this larh, kater wonder woman! ha ha,
i love watching doctor house very good very nice jesse spencer really nice i mean really pretty i mean handsome *slaps head* muahhaaa i love myself im so cute! haha kay nvm
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| Friday, April 06, 2007
" you leave me speechless, the way you talk me you leave me breathless the way you look at me, you manage to disarm me my soul is shining through" The veronicas - speechless
It's good friday and seriously i don't know the history behind the creation of this good Friday thing. I only knew it was related to the catholics a Christian only after Mr lee wished them. oh well.
I love Wen Tong can? he is super adorable and i truly like him the best among the rest like i said i love him many x 10 wait make that 20 ha ha ha ok i know it's just so random but oh well
i want to go the zoo anybody wanna go with me!? =) just love that place eh!, my birthday coming can belanja me go there haha but but.. my sister said she want to treat me go swim with the dolphins haha cause i have been nagging to everyone how much i would loveee to swim with those cute creatures.
My birthday coming i'm so loving it i am so gonna be 15 can't wait to graduate yet i still have 1 more year to go shucks! oh well
i love wen tong i love llama i love dolphins i want an Adam!!! i still want an Adam i love Iman!!
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british freak | Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Today was well today was normal i guess another boring day in school having to sit beside that freak *GOSH* everyday he disgust me more and more i tell you one day i would just push him off the chair and shout right to his face *get the fuck away from me!* oh well
Did art today am extremely proud of my work except the wording part shouldn't have put it there was a total spoil but it's still nice if you guys want to see my work just look upwards at the art room and you can see my painting who knows painting was so easy and fun.
i love to play in the rain but having the fact that my skin is extremely sensitive and i am allergic to it i am developing rashes here and there ARGH! it is really itchy i want to scream my lungs out i want to cut my limbs off itchy itchy itchy
i want to cut my hair off but i don't trust the hairdresser so that means i have to wait for my mother and she is hardly home adding to that she would not want me to cut my hair only god knows why sheesshh..
i read this one book i got from my mom's shelf it's about dreams and what it means then there was this one dream i had that i was drowning it was not good =| oh well but but there was this one dream i had twice i dream i was swimming at the beaches it said that those dreams meant that you are loved by people with higher standards no idea what it means but sounds utterly cool to me hehe
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February song, more like April | Monday, April 02, 2007
I'm listening to Josh Groban Songs right now it's extremely to die for. he's voice jut melts me i wish what Aisyah said is true she was like wishing if we could appear at another place in just a snap of a finger clapping is better actually because i can't snap oh well, right now i wish i could just clap my hands and appear at Josh's place or something that would be utterly terrific.
I had the world's fabulous dream last night after having those stupid dreams for few nights already this dream is like a breath of fresh air I'm loving it! i dreamt i was in this fast food restaurant in some country like place i was at the counter ordering some food. but the things is, when they cook the food, it's right in front of you so anyways, the chef who was actually frying the patty he was utterly handsome and super hot though he doesn't look like an Adam he was still hot! but i didn't want to look at him, Cause malu per.. so anyways, things happen and the next day the same thing happened but only this time, he went over to me and put his arm around my neck and and.. i didn't mind i mean he is super hot! then we were reading something when he asked for a dance but i was telling him we can't dance without a music in front of everybody so he pulled me and brought me to his garage but instead of dancing with him i danced with Wen Tong from where he appeared i have not the slightest idea anyways, when i finally i got to dance with him i was suddenly wearing tudung my dreams just can't get any weirder actually the hot guy was the guy i saw yesterday at the zoo he was hte one driving the horse carriage cute and hot!
Sometimes actually everytime when i hear those country music or go to those farms and such i have this certain feeling a very familiar feeling like i belong there i dunno why it's like i have lived another life before this. it's scary and sometimes when i have that feeling i feel like crying it's like i feel like i have lost someone a loved ones gosh!
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| Sunday, April 01, 2007
Darn! I am superly tired i want to sleep right now so badly but i haven't even touch my homework i so don't feel like going to school tomorrow why!? why? my mother is to blame for all this haha but seriously, she is tell you why?
On Saturday: she forced me to follow her to go to Changi after a long day of maths lesson and after playing soccer with my brother's friend i told her i refuse to go and she started nagging so what to do? just go on. reached home late night i was dying to go to sleep
Sunday: my sister was going to the zoo i didn't want to follow too but she told me to haiya i feel like dying i'm dead tired i don't want to go to school tomorrow! ARGH!!
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Her Say
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me
and come out at night
when I turn jet black
and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
BETTER LOOK
FATIMAH MASAYU
Above average of height
With a weight on a constant movement
But still acceptable
I'm dark skin, all thnx to,
those outdoor activities i engage in
I talk way too much
But who cares
I'm just being myself
Im told that I’m violent
Hear this!
I know that and,
I dnt need you people to keep
Repeating that like its some kind of chant.
Wishlist
New Phone
New Shoe
New Jersey
New and Better Results
Lots and lots of MONEY
Clay Aiken's newset Album
Taufik Batisah's upcoming album
Hady Mirzah Upcoming Album
