| Sunday, September 24, 2006


Haiz.
I'm seriously holding back my tears.
If it wasnt the fasting month
i would have cried rivers and rivers by now.
*and donate the water to the poor*
=ok i just finised reading your blog shamim.
i did not tell everyone
i swear to god
i didnt
i only told my good frens
those i could really trust.
I only told: Shazwan(guy bestfriend), sukashi and filzah.
i did not tell the others.
except for Muthe and Hazwani. Coz i wanted to know the truth from them.
Amirul, Jamal and all those Ppl
i have no idea how they knew.
especially Amirul
coz from last time i do not like him.

I know i was wrong for letting them be mean to you.
i was angry
i'm not blaming you
but how would you felt if you were just called a bitch
the day before.

why do we have to fight over a guy?
i mean i do like him
i really do
but i would not be with him
if you do not want me to
and i'm serious abt this
but yuo were the one
who gave me the approval
you were the one
who wished me best if i were ever with him.
haiz..

you know
i had alwasy beleived in this phrase
' Guys comes and go but not frens,
they stick to you
while the guys are on the move'

You know how i really missed those time tht you wrote in your blog.
we were like always together
during track trainnig
since we are the only malays there
and those assh***
would be so racist against us
tell yuo the truth
i am still angry with
them
for the other day
when it was nearing the compt.
and you wre supposed to do shot -put
but you did the discus.
and wat the said and everything.

i really do miss the times when we are together
i really do want to talk to yuo again
coz i know we are the only two people
who will criticise people like hell
and laughed

but i told filzah to talk to you
first
coz i do not want to start a fight,
i would cry
fighting with a close fren
i really would.

i am truly sorry if i hurt your feelings
i have change?
in what ways?
you have to tell me
so i can atleast try my best
to make this frendship works

i love you!
=)

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