| Saturday, September 23, 2006
It was a really horrible day today.
Went to Woodlands library with my sister.
Was waiting for Shazwan.
Sit one place. Studied literature and all those stuffs.
But that is not the important part i mean the horrible part.
Saw shamim's study group said hi and continued studying.
Well coz i know she dont want me to be around, so
well, let that be. Sound Pathetic? tell me about it.
Shazwan arrived with Jamal. Jamal went to shamim's study group. While me and shazwan study together. Study a little bit then went to shamim's group to say hi before going off to makan.
Siad hi ignored shamim coz i dunno wat to say. Laughed here and dere and went off.
Shazwan told me the whole story.
Shamim told him not to come back, he told her off. Amirul beside her laughd at her.
Well..
it's really complicated.
I'm just to stressed out all ovr again.
haiz.
let's see wats the problem:
I have not been closed to laila's group anymore.
Coz we do not have that much thing in common but i still considered them as close fren. I am much more closer to Filzah and all coz we have like almost everything in common. So it is nice to have convosation with them.
Then now all of a sudden i realised, shamim has been calling me a bitch and is desperate for attention??
i do not know where dat came from. Me desperate for attetion.
woah so not me.
Well today. Everyone seem to be hating shamim.
i dont know why.
esp siraaj and shazwan.
we insulted her and made fun of her.
it felt great.
for a while.
den i started to remember all the things we have been thru together as a fren.
and it really kills me to be enemies with them.
i dont want to hate them coz i know i still love them.
but why?
have i changed?
i dont really know.
but i know i am still the crazy person i have always been.
i beat ppl up.
am very tomboyish.
yeah dats me.
is all this because of him.
that one guy.
the one you have always liked.
well..
yuo do not even know the whole truth
nobody does.
so dont judge it like dat.
i know you feel very jealous dat i like him.
i know you want to kill me.
and smashed my head on the wall.
i dont blame you.
i felt that way when i realised that the
gerl like Azri.
i felt the same way.
but i didnt go around hating her.
coz he dont even belong to me.
yeah.
Why does things have to be this way.
i dnt want to fight.
it's just now me.
I do not want to entertain this problem.
coz there is another problem i wuld really like to get to the bottom of.
and yeah
it is abt him.
but you know wat,
i like him.
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