| Friday, February 23, 2007


I tried denying that all my emotions was caused by PMS.
but yeah, it is true after all
still i hate school
i has always been my first home
every morning i would be like" yay! another school day. I'm so looking forward"

But i dunno how it happened
but yeah,
now school is like, the last place i want to go to
every morning i would wake and go" Fuck! another school day, i hate school! Fuck ah!"

i just dunno what has happened to us anymore.
but i guess,
it was always the four of us,
Me. Filzah. Sukashi. Renee
i guess it will always be the four of us.
though i can tell there will forever be something wrong too.

The street people.
i used to be so proud them.
i would curse and swore at anybody who made fun of them
but now
hah!
they don't even care anymore
i still remember those times
when we will suggest a place to go and everyone would follow
and those who can't make it,
we would suggest plans until they could come
but now.
they'll just leave without even saying goodbye
so i guess it's ok if i did that to them too.

i still remember when we would play soccer everyday after school
and stayed back in school till 7+
we would either play soccer or sit down and listen to
them strumming their guitar and sing
and we would just hang around and emo-ed together.
but i guess the only who deserves to hear them play are
their secondary1 ugly technical girlfriend huh!
FINE with me
seriously
they don't treasure the friendship as how much they should
then they don't even deserve it.
hell with them
seriously.

but even with that i did still looked forward to school
i was always to eager to look at HIM
but i guess it's all gone now
"if you did try to make me jealous, well done! you did it!"
you deserve a clapping from everyone,
you did a hell'a good of a job!!

i just don't see why i should continue to go to this school
i can't trust anyone there anymore
i might go to north view secondary
its very near
and i bet i can be a top student there
this is so dumb!!
my mum don't even mind changing my school
she'll be happier.
urgh!!

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