oh gosh oh gosh Aaaaaahhhhhhhh.... Hady won hady won this super cool i knew he can do it...
he's total vote is like more than Tufik's. he took 70% of the total around 1 million votes this is so cool ah.
Taufik was really hot during the performance, too bad they have to destroy his first single song. it's like they all cannot do htey high voice, and during the high note, noone expt for taufik's voice could be heard. Pathetic? tell me abt it.
Taufik is relly hawwt man. love his looks cant wait to bu his new album but first i will buy clay aiken's album. oh no! shoe first yeah =)
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Created at 06:21
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oh gosh oh gosh Aaaaaahhhhhhhh.... Hady won hady won this super cool i knew he can do it...
he's total vote is like more than Tufik's. he took 70% of the total around 1 million votes this is so cool ah.
Taufik was really hot during the performance, too bad they have to destroy his first single song. it's like they all cannot do htey high voice, and during the high note, noone expt for taufik's voice could be heard. Pathetic? tell me abt it.
Taufik is relly hawwt man. love his looks cant wait to bu his new album but first i will buy clay aiken's album. oh no! shoe first yeah =)
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| Sunday, September 24, 2006
Haiz. I'm seriously holding back my tears. If it wasnt the fasting month i would have cried rivers and rivers by now. *and donate the water to the poor* =ok i just finised reading your blog shamim. i did not tell everyone i swear to god i didnt i only told my good frens those i could really trust. I only told: Shazwan(guy bestfriend), sukashi and filzah. i did not tell the others. except for Muthe and Hazwani. Coz i wanted to know the truth from them. Amirul, Jamal and all those Ppl i have no idea how they knew. especially Amirul coz from last time i do not like him.
I know i was wrong for letting them be mean to you. i was angry i'm not blaming you but how would you felt if you were just called a bitch the day before.
why do we have to fight over a guy? i mean i do like him i really do but i would not be with him if you do not want me to and i'm serious abt this but yuo were the one who gave me the approval you were the one who wished me best if i were ever with him. haiz..
you know i had alwasy beleived in this phrase ' Guys comes and go but not frens, they stick to you while the guys are on the move'
You know how i really missed those time tht you wrote in your blog. we were like always together during track trainnig since we are the only malays there and those assh*** would be so racist against us tell yuo the truth i am still angry with them for the other day when it was nearing the compt. and you wre supposed to do shot -put but you did the discus. and wat the said and everything.
i really do miss the times when we are together i really do want to talk to yuo again coz i know we are the only two people who will criticise people like hell and laughed
but i told filzah to talk to you first coz i do not want to start a fight, i would cry fighting with a close fren i really would.
i am truly sorry if i hurt your feelings i have change? in what ways? you have to tell me so i can atleast try my best to make this frendship works
i love you! =)
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| Saturday, September 23, 2006
It was a really horrible day today. Went to Woodlands library with my sister. Was waiting for Shazwan. Sit one place. Studied literature and all those stuffs. But that is not the important part i mean the horrible part. Saw shamim's study group said hi and continued studying. Well coz i know she dont want me to be around, so well, let that be. Sound Pathetic? tell me about it.
Shazwan arrived with Jamal. Jamal went to shamim's study group. While me and shazwan study together. Study a little bit then went to shamim's group to say hi before going off to makan.
Siad hi ignored shamim coz i dunno wat to say. Laughed here and dere and went off. Shazwan told me the whole story. Shamim told him not to come back, he told her off. Amirul beside her laughd at her. Well.. it's really complicated. I'm just to stressed out all ovr again.
haiz. let's see wats the problem: I have not been closed to laila's group anymore. Coz we do not have that much thing in common but i still considered them as close fren. I am much more closer to Filzah and all coz we have like almost everything in common. So it is nice to have convosation with them.
Then now all of a sudden i realised, shamim has been calling me a bitch and is desperate for attention?? i do not know where dat came from. Me desperate for attetion. woah so not me.
Well today. Everyone seem to be hating shamim. i dont know why. esp siraaj and shazwan. we insulted her and made fun of her. it felt great. for a while.
den i started to remember all the things we have been thru together as a fren. and it really kills me to be enemies with them. i dont want to hate them coz i know i still love them. but why? have i changed? i dont really know. but i know i am still the crazy person i have always been. i beat ppl up. am very tomboyish. yeah dats me.
is all this because of him. that one guy. the one you have always liked. well.. yuo do not even know the whole truth nobody does. so dont judge it like dat. i know you feel very jealous dat i like him. i know you want to kill me. and smashed my head on the wall. i dont blame you. i felt that way when i realised that the gerl like Azri. i felt the same way. but i didnt go around hating her. coz he dont even belong to me. yeah.
Why does things have to be this way. i dnt want to fight. it's just now me.
I do not want to entertain this problem. coz there is another problem i wuld really like to get to the bottom of. and yeah it is abt him. but you know wat, i like him.
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| Monday, September 18, 2006
I like you. i really do. but thats not the problem. i dont even know you. in my eyes you are a goodlooking guy with a very innocent attitude but the fact that yuo dont sound like one.. really tanggled up my feelings.
I dnt know wat kind of gerl you would like to have the kind of gerl you would like me to be. but i sure dnt care coz i'm not gonna change for anybody.
Maybe you would like those gerl-ish sweet step innocetn gerl and of course i'm not so yeah.. who cares
In other words stop pretending i cant take it no more i'll just move on without you like it or not...
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| Monday, September 11, 2006
heard of switchfoot? i bet you have well... i just love listening to their songs i especially love to listen to Jon Foreman singing accoustic. it's like super nice lah..
i love his voice. but that is not all tht i love abt him. i love his hair too.. it looks so hawwt.. dirty blond with frindge. it really suit him lah. here's some pictures ]
well if you guys dnt think it is nice.. well who cares coz my oppinion is mine..
heres a video of my Elman dancing to 'move along' he really got a potential to be a dancer sey he maybe can be the next Rob Hoffman.
cute eyy... i know hehs =)
I love you!! and you know that....
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| Sunday, September 10, 2006
it's truly sad when you know he likes you and you like him too but you have no clue wat's gonna happen next
But wat's even more sad is you feel like you are losing him when you have not had a chance to be with him. and it keeps you awake all the time thinking about this and yet all you get is frustration and nothign else coz you know you still do love him.
And it is utterly stressful when you like someone who is your once close fren's ex and she still loves him
you dont even know who to choose.. but you know all the consequences yet they seems to be of no help coz you're still confuse and in love
*sigh* i could only wish i could only hope that you knew...
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| Saturday, September 09, 2006
My mom has given birth to a baby gerl. Name: Qistina Rose Nice eyy...
<--- 2 days old. still in the hospital. Born: 4 september 2006 weight: 4kg (fyi: thats big)
My baby brother Elman, well he loves 'move along' by All american rejects he just can't help but to move his bon-bon to the song he especially loves the drum part, the first part. he even tried to imitate the it and always hit my face while trying kinda irritating but more to CUTE especially when his curly locks keep shaking here and there super cute. Fyi: he is only 1 yrs old =)
you're looks corrupted my mind!. i wanna see you again
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Her Say
If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me
and come out at night
when I turn jet black
and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
BETTER LOOK
FATIMAH MASAYU
Above average of height
With a weight on a constant movement
But still acceptable
I'm dark skin, all thnx to,
those outdoor activities i engage in
I talk way too much
But who cares
I'm just being myself
Im told that I’m violent
Hear this!
I know that and,
I dnt need you people to keep
Repeating that like its some kind of chant.
Wishlist
New Phone
New Shoe
New Jersey
New and Better Results
Lots and lots of MONEY
Clay Aiken's newset Album
Taufik Batisah's upcoming album
Hady Mirzah Upcoming Album
